Missing you more today

 So Lacie's Dad has joined you wherever you are.  I sure do miss you.  Your absence is always felt but right now it's more than normal.  He had a heart attack so she wasn't expecting it.  He lived in Missouri.  That's where she talked about going that week before you died.  I wish she would have taken you on that trip so things would have been different.   I got some tattoos to help remember you, not like I'd actually forget though, you are always on my mind.  


I love you baby, so very much and I talk to you often.  I hope you can hear me when I do this.  You were such an incredible man.

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